Friday, July 30, 2010

Stay

Well it’s good to hear your voice
I hope you’re doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I’m lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
Time keeps slipping by
If I could have just one wish
I’d have you by my side

Well I tried to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I’m alone and I feel empty
I’m torn apart inside

I look up at the starts
Hoping you are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You’re the one that I hold on to
My heart would stop without you

I miss you
I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay,
I WILL STAY...



Sunday, June 27, 2010

Hmm...

All I can say now is I'M SORRY. SORRY!

P.S: This might be the shortest post.


Saturday, June 12, 2010

Screwed

I'm screwed. Entah kene screw kat mana, dinding...maybe kat wall facebook kot. Time ni cuti, tiba2 malam ni terasa nak tulis blog sebab something new and horrible happened to me. Somehow, i knew this would happen and im ready for it physically only..hmmm.. Emotionally? Entahla....


What had happened?? Rasa nak bagitau, tapi i decide tak nak la...sangat memalukan..Just keep it for myself & my close friends only..huhu. Now, i have to face the consequences. Struggle hard & pay full concentration. InshaAllah, i hope i can be strong. I know its going to be hard for me this time. How am I going to survive? Huhuhu!! It's ok.. I've been through much more harder situation (this is what i kept telling myself, but still its not working) This time its different. really2 different. Mati aku!!! Pada sapa2 yg tak tau apa yg nady cakap ni, sorry lah yer, i just nak luah perasaan..how i feel..huhu..


It's ok la. Eventually everything will be ok. Hope so. Think positive. We learn from mistake betul tak? Hmmm..


Life time cuti ni boring sikit. Tak tau nak buat apa kat umah. Tiap2 hari buat mende sama jer. Tido, makan, workout, sometimes online. Tapi best gak boleh workout everyday, body pun makin mantap (Masuk bakul angkat sendiri!!!!) hehe.. Nak kuar, tapi takde yang nak ajak. Kuar with parents jer, spend QUALITY time with them. Anak manja katakan. Bluuueeekkkk!! Eh, betul per...haha. Okla..tu jer kot nak mencarut kali ni. Xde idea la nak cakap. Emotion pun tak betul sangat kali ni. Bosan kan blog ni? Tau tak pe...menyesal korang baca..huhu


Tengok video ni lagi best. Hahaha. Love you Lady Gaga
Gay sangat2 video ni..hehe..Ada plak lelaki pakai high heel. Haha. Neway, mmg stylo!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

1st Phase

Haritok aku mok balit Sarawak. Dah lebih kurang 5 months aku kat snanjung tok. Sapa2 yang asal dari Sarawak mesti tauk betapa excited nya rasa mok balit ke negeri dikpun..especially mcm kita tok, nait belon juak nak. Ko ada? SIK ada...! Haha..


Aku rasa post kali tok ku mok cerita jak lah pengalaman aku kat sitok. Ya lah title post tok 1st phase, kira kisah aku belajar 1st sem la. Before tok pun aku pernah berjauhan dari family aku, time tahun 2006, aku ditikam belajar kat UiTM Jengka. Tempat ya nang jauh, dah la memang kampungan, nama jak tek Bandar Jengka, tapi...see it for yourself la. No offence yer org Jengka, mun ktkorg sik ngakuk tempat ktkorg ya kampungan, nang rasa kacak la. Sik hal, sik sidak ya faham baca post tok. Merana jiwa raga time blaja kat sia. Tapi aku mintak transfer balit ke Sarawak lepas sigek sem jak kat sia. Yah! So time ya lah aku dapat juak 2 3 igek pengalaman berjauhan dari family, so kinektok aku sik kesah gilak mun maok di anta sorang2 pegi tmpt sik penah aku pegi.


So kali tok aku kat Shah Alam jak. Senang sikit, sik susah gilak. Tapi cabaran paling besar diam kat sitok, mun sik pande berjimat, abisla...mcm aku tok..Aihh, post tok tek nak ngenak aku mpun ka? Haha. Time before datang S.Alam tok dolok nak, aku mcm rasa tempat tok best bah. Dengar crita org tek nak, time diploma dolok, semua org jak mok amik degree kat S.Alam. Urmmmm, bila dikpun tek dah sampe ctok, sikla best ney gilak. 2 kali 5 kedak time blaja di Samarahan. S.Alam tok sikda apa2 juak kat bandar tok, nok best nya jak ialah nya dekat dgn KL. Setengah jam jak dah sampe mun nait tren. Yalah ku madah tek, mun sik pande berjimat, abis. KL ada segala-galanya. As long ada money, dapat la ko nak enjoy sia. Mcm aku time kuar duit pinjaman, lalu pegi IKEA beli barang pake umah. Rasa org dah bekerja jak aku. Aku spent almost RM300 beli barang dak meja & kerusi etc...Kakya, berbeli kasut, bukannya mok nak murah, Adidas juak, berapa? Rm300 juak. Haha..sikbah ngambik tahan lama, sik berbeli every sem mok kasut baru jak. Then beli dumbbbell, aku tek nak build muscle tek katanya...sanggup beli ya RM200++. Tapi aku rasa aku paling banyak spent duit aku kat barang makan. Mun hal makan tok aku nak sik lokek. So siapa2 nok mintak belanja ya, jumpa aku k.(eksen jak bah). Pasya tempat faveret aku spend duit kat cney?Logo kat debah ya, STARBUCKS! haha.. Ney ndak ruak duit kuar.Sanggup beli botol airnya harga RM59 ngan mug simple2 ya jak harga RM35. Passion over money tek nak.

Aku mok share la sikit history Starbucks tok, aku obses tek nak. Mun mok nangga video tok nangga jak, mun sikmok, boleh skip..nang melelat kata org tua..hahaha

Tok rupa bilit ku lepas dihias dgn brg dibeli kat IKEA. Okla juak rupanya.

Ok..udah gik. Apa gik mok dicerita tok. Aku tok lom mandik, maka jauh perjalanan ku haritok mok ke KL gik ptg tok, pasya pg KLIA gik. Apuuuu! Malam tok flight pukul 10.15pm bah. Pake MAS ok! Bukan airasia..hahaha.Sot aku tok. Aok, masuk gik bab2 hal cinta tok. Ewww! Aku tok time di Kuching before sampe ctok, ada gerek. Hehe. Bila aku dihantar ke S.Alam tok, terpaksa la aku dlm situasi LDR (long distance relationship). Its really hard to be in this situation. Seriously. Mula2 ya nang aku sik dpt tahan nyawa berjauhan dgn si dia. (rasa gelik2 dah aku tok) Haha!. Tapi, macam la ktkorg sik tauk, mcm ney kehidupan sosial kat KL tok. Jeng3x. Iboh jak ku cerita. Ku just dpt madah conclusion gerek ku, nya madah, sejak aku kat sitok nak, makin kenja jak dirik! hehe.Adala 2 3 igek dilemma. Ok enough. Case close. Hal study gik. Aku time dalam kelas sik rapat gilak dgn classmate aku. Mok kata dirik aku tek sombong sik juak. Sik ngam bah. Mbiak sitok paham2 jak la. Sik dpt dipadah ctok, controversi kelak. Even aku pernah kelai dgn sorang classmate aku tok dalam facebook. Baru aku molah sigek statement, lalu nak moha. So, overall study aku teruk, main2 jak. Keja group aku sik pernah molalh, org lain jak polah, aku main tulis nama jak. Teruk aku nak. Sik apa la. Agik mok nyesuaikan dirik lepas setahun sik study. Then, time final exam ya juak, teruk juak, aku sik berapa study, tambah gik gerek ku datang dari Kch mok celebrate birthday aku. Owh! best gift ever ya. Enjoy la aku tek. Lalu hilang terus tumpuan sepanjang exam week. Fuh! So now aku just redha jak dgn result nya kelak.huhu.

Tok aku share pic2 time birthday aku celebrate dgn kwn2 lamak 



Hmmm..Cheese Cake Secret Recipe

Aaaarrrrrrr!! Hehe..

Tiba2 Radhi mok bergambar dgn kmk org, bukan kmk org mok bergambar dgn nya.hehe


Oklah...aku rasa ya jak yang dpt ditulis aku. Aku mok mandik gik pastok, getting ready everything, make sure xda barang lupak. Dah la beg berat, confom 10kilo lebih cos aku ngembak dumbbell ku balit sigek. Haha. Bila aku dah sampe Kuching kelak, lalu sik berupdate dak facebook, twitter aku tok coz di umah xda internet. Adui2. Okla, ya jak. Makseh spend masa baca pengalaman ringkas aku tok. Have fun guys & happy holidays to me! Mmmmuuuaaahhhhh! :)


It's Ain't My DNA

I just wanna share this hot new song from Miley Cyrus, Can't Be Tamed. I love the lyrics in this song that says "I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, it's ain't my DNA" plus Miley looks sexy...just like i wanted her to be..so, not much to say, just watch it yourself, if you like, leave some comment...(if la ada org yg baca my blog...hahaha)


One more video i'd like to share is video from personal trainer/model Scott Herman. This is my favourite workout routine. It's fun and it really WORKS! Try it.


How to Get a "Porn Star Butt" and "Hollywood Thighs"